Generation Gap

Today is Sunday. While I was still hanging my body on the bed like a pig my mum woke me up and ask me: Want go Mid Valley or not a? Well, the last time I went there was years before! So I decided to follow up to explore the place where I went through everyday on the road to school but never entered it.

After we arrived we unintentionally entered the Gardens - the high class shopping center where a lot of "alien" brands can be found. Well I have to say the atmosphere at there is good - somehow I felt that it's better than the Pavillion. Wasting some time searching, finally I found a route to Megamall. Looking at those high-class stuffs made me envious and I swear I'll get a lot of money in the future.

This was stupid. At first we went to Jusco and my mum was searching for some garments for my sisters. Ok, this wasn't stupid at all. But the story after it WAS, and IS. We went to Carrefour, and spending all the time getting groceries. OMG it's just not the thing I was expected. It was awful. I didn't come to Megamall just to go those supermarts where the Jusco Cheras Selatan is the better alternative for me. I just wanted to look around Megamall and see how much had it changed or all those interesting shops at there. I was really frustrated until I decided to leave Carrefour ALONE and just sat on a bench while lying my head to the pillar. SHIT SHIT SHIT. My sister called me after paying and we end up going home just like that. GOD DAMN IT. I had rather stay at home. I felt really angry and wanted to cry. Couldn't they be more curious to explore the place? BULL SHIT. I swear I'll never go to Megamall, Sunway, Times Square and all those big plazas with my family anymore. It's ridiculous.

After the annoying trip - at least for me, we went to have a late lunch at Suntex - a restaurant called "Good Sister". I had something not special - Yee Mee. The meal was much more better than the trip so my mood had gone better by just a bit. Then we went home and I sat in front of computer after that, having no place to express my anger.

Not that they are not good, but my parents are just too conservative which are too much contrast from me. Perhaps I am the alien in my home. Grrr...

Helpless

I had been missing from any blog these days. I just don't know why. I don't feel like posting anything at all. My feelings are jumbled up. I am in helpless condition.

This week is not wonderful. Maybe because of my feelings. Lazy and sorrow. Well many couples arose from my lecture class. They are red hot in the class now. People will shout and shriek like monkeys in the zoo when lecturers talk about them. That is the nature of my TDs (lecture group). But seeing them makes me feel sad as well. I am still single and available. I just can't help it. Thinking back to my past I feel that I am much a loser in the field of love. I lost to myself. My stupidity is just far beyond your imagination. I really had no reason to hype up recently.

Status: Helpless

Word of the week: Taking regrets into account.

Song of the week: 喜帖街 hei tip gai

Rush Hour

These 2 days were really, a bit, disastrous? I donno... Let you guys evaluate it.

Friday... the last study day of the week... became my offday. I was supposed to have a class at 2, whom yy will fetch me there. But then at 10, a phone came...

Me: Hello.

YY: Hello. Min Yang r? I cannot go to skul leh today... I got red spots all over my body... You figure urself how to go la...

Me: ... Za Dou...

It's indeed speechless. I've to spend my Friday meaninglessly at home. But then it's quite good lols. I need rest. Overexhausted? Maybe? I study awhile that day at the underestimated problem solving and programming test which was gonna held today morning, but the day was much spent at gaming and resting.

Btw, YY had got measles. He told me later that day. He can't go to school too today since measles are transmitable. Hope that he'll get well soon.

Back to today... I woke up early... which I don't want to. Sad... As promised by Wei Kian, the driver since YY sicked, he would come 9.30. But, the jam at Mahkota junction delayed it to 10. And hence the battle with time begun. God wasn't by our side. We stucked at the Federal Highway, as usual. We only managed to reach at 10.45. We're late!!! We ran, we rushed, we snatched stationaries from bag and snatched the question paper in the speed of light. All right, I know that's too overdone. The question was surprisingly short thou. But as I said before, I underestimated it. So I had lost quite a lot of marks from that paper. Sobz.

Right after that, we went hom

e. That's my dull life... to be brillianted by people. Lols. We played with Wai Ming whom drove a Kancil while on the road by kept stucking in front of him. Please, don't try this at home (how to drive at home?). As we were free, Kah Fai suggested Wei Kian to go to toll office beside the highway to check for his Smart Tag. The officer just said that the Tag is damaged and need to be fixed at somewhere don't know where. S

ad, this is Malaysia. Low efficiency, only high with bribes. Shhh... keep it secret please.

Then Wei Kian asked me to drive. Well, that's my 1st time driving his vehicle. I gained experience of driving an old car lols. Well compared to YY's his is quite stiff in steering, soft in braking and stiff in accelerate. I had to admit my driving phobia in harsh conditions has not yet fixed. I feel tense when driving in narrow or jammed road. =.=

Just some bad awful catastrophic thing... I've a weird stupid unbearable scary dream yesterday. Not ghost, not demon, not zombie... but cancer! I "had" throat cancer and "did" a lot of strange thing, feeling depressed, sorrow, black... It's scary. Hope not to get that again~ Namo amitabha~~~~~~

Time to watch Gem of Life I think. Till then, adeos.

Mood of the day: sorrow

Word of the day: I am sunken deep within sorrowness. Where are my saviour's helping hand?

Pick of the week: I am a mad professor. Die!

Nissan Sunny

These days are quite busy with lots of work. I have 4 tests in 2 weeks. I hardly find any time for entertainments. Besides there's some assignments which burden my load. It's really tiring X.X

As for today, there's a chemistry test at 5, so we had to go home late. We decided to stay at PJ to eat after the test as the traffic should be very congested at 6. We went to a mamak style restaurant there recommended by our very Penang friend Hock Heng. The restaurant is great. It occupies the whole street of about 300m just to place those tables. Guess that you can imagine how famous is it? Lol.

I ordered mixed rice as I was out of budget. A chicken maryland will cost about RM 10 =.= I had a honeydew juice as my drink which was my favorite fruit. Yummy! We were going at a big gang of around 15, so we were creating lots of sound pollution while we were there. It was quite fun there hehe.

About Nissan Sunny... How come that old fashioned car will become the title of today's post? Lol. Well my dad had an old Nissan Sunny which is now loaning to my cousin, but that's not the point. It's about my UTAR friend, Ashley. Wakaka. Since last week there's rumour saying that she's on relationship with one of the mates from same lecture class. She kept it silent, but the thing was revealed "officially" today. Lol. She just kept hung on with Sunny, the guy all day long. So we keep teasing her that she likes to drive Nissan Sunny. Lol. And it happened to that we all called her as "Nissan". Lol. Hope that they will be doing great. ^^ Nissan Sunny! Love is in the air~

When's mine coming? ...

Brave Heart

I just cant stop thinking of digimon recently, especially the season one Digivolve song. LOL. It gives me a lot of morale by just hearing it. As I say before, the song with story behind rawks! Here's the lyrics, enjoy~:

Digimon Brave Heart Lyrics:
Nigetari akirameru koto wa daremo
Isshun areba dekiru kara arukitsuzukeyou
Kimi ni shika dekinai koto ga aru aoi hoshi ni
Hikari ga nakusenu you ni
Tsukame! egaita yume wo
Mamore! daiji na tomo wo
Takumashii jibun ni nareru sa
Shiranai pawaa ga yadoru
haato ni hi ga tsuitara
Donna negai mo uso ja nai
Kitto kanau kara...show me your brave heart
Hare no hi bakari ja nai kara tama ni
Tsumetai ame mo furu keredo kasa hirogeyou
Ikikata ni chizu nanka nai kedo dakara jiyuu
Doko e datte yukeru, kimi mo
Hashire! kaze yori hayaku
Mezase! sora yori tooku
Atarashii jibun ni aeru sa
Shiranai yuuki ga nemuru
haato ni ki ga tsuitara
Mune no naka no doshaburi mo
Kitto yamu kara...show me your brave heart
Tsukame! mabushii asu wo
Mamore! ai suru hito wo
Takumashii jibun ni nareru sa
Kowase! yowaki na kimi wo
Kuzuse! butsukaru kabe wo
Atsui kodou buki ni naru kara
Believe in your heart

Childhood Memories

Cool, my bad luck streak finally ended... Lol... The maths test ended, with some minor errors identified... Well, bad luck is still there isn't it? Aw.... My gaming was awful several days before, but now it's ok... Great? Lol. Today is much better. I won the chess veteran in my class! Lol. It was full with luck. Haha, luck has found its way back home. Hope it won't get lost anymore. Wakaka...

By the way, today my friends and I had discussed a lot of our childhood animes and movies. We discussed about DIGIMON! Well, I had to admit I am a big freak of it, but it's only limited to the first two series. Why? Simply the storyline are much better compared to the later version. Haha. The series give me lots of hope, even till now. Haha. I guess it will influnce me for my whole life positively. Lol. Well as we reviving our memories, one of my friend Wai Ming talked about the song when Digivolving. Lol. I told them I had it on my phone, but YY couldn't believe it. Then I played it. It gives me a lot of courage to go on the world. Lol. And after that, we talked about Digimon in our class. Our tutor was like exposed to aliens. Lol. If given a chance, I think I will like to have a journey to Digiworld. LOL.

Well, we had also talked about Star Wars, which the topic arose due to one interesting question in my mathematics note. Lol. Couldn't relate them? Me too. The question is from Harvard, so you can expect it. Gheez... Obi Wan, Jaja Binks, Master Yoda... These characters are just memorable. Lol. Psheun! Light saber's here!

Word of the day: The best music is music with stories.

Current mood: moody.

Song of the day: Brave Heart

P/S: Please don't give me the chance to break any promises!

Obtained from personality test...

挑戰型（權威自信，敢作敢為） 您經常是精力充沛、情感強烈、專橫霸道、叛逆、保護者、獨斷獨行、一不作二不休的人。您工作賣力，玩樂也賣力。 您擁有一定的個人倫理，涵蓋了整合、真理和正義，透過這個個人倫理，您以正反對立的角度觀看世界。 您雖然重視公平，卻不太樂意聽到其他人的觀點。 優點： 您對朋友和所愛的人會極端保護和支持，您會因為他們受到不公平對待，不夠強壯到足以為自己爭鬥的人而努力抗爭。 缺點： 不尊重他人的權利和需求，為了自己而脅迫他人。 愛情： 您深刻重視感情，但由於您獨斷獨行，而且有對控制的需要，可能會出現建立關係的困難。 在親密關係中，爭吵對您來說是主要的，這是安全保持連繫的一種刺激方式。 您是能鼓舞對方，有趣的伴侶，而且會永不厭倦地保護對方，支持伴侶自我實現。 「我知道她的聰明、能幹，而且我愛這樣，但是踏入這個充滿危險威脅的世界，她跟著我走是重要的，這樣我才知道她是安全的。這看起來像是控制，然而卻是對她的保護。」 安定方位：付出型 在安定的狀態下您會變得順從、願意付出、容易受人影響，讚成和自己有關的事物。 壓力方位：思考型 當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得沮喪、怠惰、不溝通，而且無法決定自己在思考的事情，並加以實行。 建意： 學習接受沉悶和恐懼 認知並歡迎您的脆弱及無力 改善自己責備他人的傾向 最渴望：控制掌握一切，當家作主 最恐懼：屈服於人 最難達到的美德：純真 (Innocence) 最難克服的執念：縱慾 (Lust)

A Miserable Week

Well, I always think that I am lucky, however, the recent days are... really miserable. Why? It's just speechless. Let's just review what have happened these days.

Sunday...

Well, the week began quite well, until... night. Um ya. After spending an afternoon shopping with my family, my dad asked me whether to go and see a basketball match between Malaysian all-stars and Singapore Slingers. Since I am bored of hanging in front of computer, so I went. The first quarter of the game ended quite well for Malaysian: 20-20. It seemed to be a exciting game. However, it only seemed. Several mistakes in the second quarter had made Malaysian trailed 6 points back and forth. More silly mistakes from one veteran player in the second half made it a big loss for Malaysian: 66-80. Thus my miserable week had opened the door. I should not waste my time and money to watch such game. :(

After that we went home and had a meal at mamak. The worst thing was my phone dropped on the road when I was getting away from my car. OMG. There's some scars on my phone. That was really disturbing me much. I just not in the good mood after that.

Monday...

Yesterday was wonderful. Mistaken for attending my first class at 10am, I asked my mum to woke me up at 8. Luckily before I slept I set my alarm at 7.45 to finish my homework the next day. Another OMG. Monday class starts at 9! When I bath my friend who is responsible for my transport called me. A rush was expected after that. By waking up at the wrong side of the bed, my day's ruined. x.x

Tuesday...

Oh this is really wonderful. When I woke up I was thinking to take my lab coat to be washed since it was really a long time after its last "maintenance". OMG, for the third time. I could not find it in my bag. So I asked my mum: Did I put the lab coat to be washed? My mum went through the laundry with a negative answer. Oh no! I could not even remember when did I lost it at Monday (since I brought it on Monday for practical class). This is totally awful.

Hope that my unlucky streak will be ended. God bless me~

Events today: Ate at Fireman BBQ Rest. 7 people spent RM 160. The best thing at there is free of charge! (Grill pork fat XD)

Mood: Depressing, Miserable, Down

My Inner Voice: Where are you vanishing these days? I missed your words...

EVents coming: Maths test tomorrow, Physics test on Sat